Where Have I Been?

Pulled a quick Jim Carrey, no biggie. In the process of creating the life I want. Whatever that means. I can't put it in words, it's not really about materials.  I'm not my house, I'm not my clothes. I'm just a persona wandering around to see what I can learn. Apparently random disappearances from the... Continue Reading →

Missing Men in Bucks County, PA

I've been following the story about the four men who are missing in Bucks County pretty closely.  I live in Bucks County, so naturally, it's all over the place.  Internet sleuths are commenting with their *thoroughly researched intel* (read: bullshit) that they are all drug addicts, etc.  It is amazing to me how quickly people... Continue Reading →

From Am I? to I Am

“You are an aperture through which the universe is looking at and exploring itself.” ― Alan W. Watts I'm back on a TOOL kick, and it's massaging the brain again.  Listening to Forty Six & 2, I finally had the aha I've been missing, or at least I forgot I knew.  Or maybe I just... Continue Reading →

Commando

I felt my soul ripped outward, hung shapeless in the day Rose red of blushing cheeks, as the world inspects my shame I hid naked in the daylight, a flesh covered rag doll A child heaved in the darkest gutters of my own desire I found the hell they speak of, when I gazed into... Continue Reading →

Dear ____, (#3)

Dear ____, Most days I do not know what I wish for most – that I never met you, or that I could steal my heart back from the icicles you call fingers.  Your smile melted me into a pool of yes, despite my brain screaming no.  For all the lies I have told myself,... Continue Reading →

The Man of My Dreams…

It’s insane I’m sure, to tell you, I want to marry a man who doesn’t know me My man is a man who will sit in my flames Shivering, chattering, "I am freezing" Why should I drown in oceans of tears, When I can float in depths of madness? I don’t need the boat of any belligerent... Continue Reading →

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