Talking about rape, abortion, adoptions - also the last 20 years of my life. Don't read it if you don't want to read about yucky stuff. Go anywhere else on my blog, there's plenty.
Hell is where the heart is
Phew
I wrote this on my personal Facebook, and I think it belongs here too: Since I did reiki, I've had a lot of emotions trying to break loose - sometimes it happens with different yoga positions too. I am not great at handling my emotions. I tend to diagnose them and ignore them or whatever.... Continue Reading →
Dear _____, (#8)
Dear ____, I did not miss you yesterday, and I do not miss you today. Â A song came on that I knew you would love, and that thought popped in my mind. Â My emotions said, "I wish you were here to hear it." Â I took a breath, and exhaled reality: "I don't need you to... Continue Reading →
Dear ____, (#3)
Dear ____, Most days I do not know what I wish for most – that I never met you, or that I could steal my heart back from the icicles you call fingers. Your smile melted me into a pool of yes, despite my brain screaming no. For all the lies I have told myself,... Continue Reading →
Nirvana
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkcJEvMcnEg I took my second Lithium pill, and I got out an oldie, but goodie - Nirvana, Lithium. I spent my evening sobbing and smiling at the same time.  This song was my favorite when I was in High School.  When Kurt killed himself, I was hysterical.  It distresses me that people judge and blame addicts like... Continue Reading →
Mah Butt Itches 