Talking about rape, abortion, adoptions - also the last 20 years of my life. Don't read it if you don't want to read about yucky stuff. Go anywhere else on my blog, there's plenty.
I have no idea what a normal mom is, but I know I am not one. Before, I was Super Mom and now I am some sort of odd hippie, zen, metal head mom. I never allowed myself to believe I was a good or even decent mom. I have six eyes watching me and... Continue Reading →
I wrote this on my personal Facebook, and I think it belongs here too: Since I did reiki, I've had a lot of emotions trying to break loose - sometimes it happens with different yoga positions too. I am not great at handling my emotions. I tend to diagnose them and ignore them or whatever.... Continue Reading →
The words Lost Soul have been on my mind a lot lately. Those words have always resonated with me, because it's just how I feel. More often than not, I feel as though I am wandering around searching for meaning in everything. It hit me a night or two ago that I have been so... Continue Reading →
It never ceases to amaze me how perception, memory, and reality affect dates. This once was my favorite day of the year, but now it has taken on a different meaning altogether. 13 years ago, the man who would be my husband and father of my three kids stood in front of hundreds of people on... Continue Reading →
Let Go - Imogen Heap I love crying. I cry when I am happy and when I am sad. It always feels so pure, serene, peaceful to let everything fall out. Every time I cry, I feel stronger, braver, and calmer. I'm sitting in my bed tonight. Candle burning, lights off, with no sound but... Continue Reading →