I wrote this last year, it seems applicable to re-post. My daughter’s current definition of love is “My dad cooked my mom cheesesteaks outside in a freaking snowstorm. If you’re not doing that for me, I’m not interested.” As someone who analyzes every word a person speaks like a linguistic sommelier… can I just tell... Continue Reading →
What are you good at? Procrastinating, fucking up my life, panic attacks, and being really really fucking funny. My favorite line is “…I shouldn’t be laughing at this” or “omg that’s so fucked up how do you think like this” etm. I’m also good at writing, but today, I need to focus on a lot... Continue Reading →
I had this idea pop in my head and I've been so excited to do it. The thought was to blog about progress, hence my amazingly clever title. I'm working through so much personally, and while journaling is the thing, I wanted to put on my old, more professional hat and do something like this. I'm sure my formatting and all will tweak as I do it (every Sunday's the plan), but I thought maybe kind of... writing out, organizing, detailing, etc. some of my processes could help me and perhaps give you ideas. Which then gave me another idea to have this as another potential writing challenge, so if this interests you, follow my format, or make your own, ping me back, so I can learn from you too.
What does "having it all" mean to you? Is it attainable? No, I don’t think those words mean anything and as such, of course it is not attainable. “Having it all” is subjective and the definition would be specific to every single person and yet, regardless of responses: would never be accurate. Do you want... Continue Reading →
I believe asking better questions gets better answers. I believe we can change a lot one good question at a time- especially our thoughts, beliefs, and the things holding us back: most especially our brilliant, beautiful minds misnomered and mistreated as mental illness. So, today I am asking: Is it true that anything worth doing... Continue Reading →
Who would you like to talk to soon? Anybody who can take a look at what I’m doing, see I have talent, and help me take that to the next level. I’ve been watching Marvelous Mrs Maisel and I want my Susie. Somebody who believes in me and can help me go to other levels.... Continue Reading →
Good morning. Today is Friday, and I’m here freshly caffeinated but needing more, in velour leopard print pants and a not matching fleece leopard print shawl. I’m sniffling and sniveling because I just finished Mr. Robot and I am fucked up, man. No spoilers, I couldn’t explain that fucking show if I tried, you just... Continue Reading →
We belong to each other. It is easy to ignore others when you don’t see it that way - their problem, I don’t live there, they don’t agree with me, etc. Everything is creating and supporting separation and othering, and look how bad it’s getting. Look how high mental illness, addictions, overdoses, and suicides are. All snuffed candles. Killed by separation, killed by not knowing their light, perfection, beauty, uniqueness, authenticity.
Confidence is having it all - bad shit included - being everything you are and trusting that you will take yourself exactly where you want to go. You don’t need to grow, develop, or learn it. You have always been doing this. Now trust it to get you where you want. Keywords: Mental wellness, Mental wellbeing, transmutation, transmute that shit, MahButtItches, confidence
I started writing about music (regularly) with this: To Whom am I Listening To-sday It was Mer de Noms 23rd bday, and I thought it deserved a post in and of itself. I feel like at this point, you either do or don't know who/what I'm talking about. If you don't, it is a masterpiece... Continue Reading →
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