Sunshine Blogger Award

Sue at My Loud Bipolar Whispers  nominated me for the Sunshine Blogger Award. This morning, I was thinking to myself about getting rid of this blog. I keep thinking writing under the name Mah Butt Itches is a stupid idea, and people just disregard me because who the fuck would write under a name referencing an itchy... Continue Reading →

Mystery Blogger Award

Thank you to my sistah from anotha mistah, sex slave from a past life (or 7), and the woman I spend way too much time snap chatting produce based sexual innuendo with: Honest K for the nomination!  If you want a good laugh, lots of sarcasm, and to learn about how weird Scotswomen are, head on over... Continue Reading →


I am trying to write a poem.  It's been swirling around in my head for a week or so now, and every time I try to write it out, I think it's utter garbage and I hit enter until I can't see it on my MS Word screen anymore.  My "poetry" document is filled with pages... Continue Reading →

Love is evolving. Venus conjunct North Node

This made my day make so much more sense. Everything I read resonated on every level

Tara Greene,Tarot Reader, Astrology Psychic

9/14/17 This is an important day. VENUS is conjunct to the NORTH NODE. The North Node is our true north and highest spiritual goal @ 23+ degree of LEO. 

VENUS rules Love Values Relationships Money And Creativity. In LEO She is expressing herself at her strongest most creative and dramatic.

Love is evolving to its highest creativity and purpose. Women especially are being called upon to show up and roar from the Divine Feminine.

We must ask ourselves if our present lives and loves and other aspects of our lives and  values- job lifestyle are fulfilling our greatest passions and allowing us to express our creativity and our WILL’S  to the max?

REMEMBER YOU ARE THE QUEEN or KING and your will guides your life.

Venus in Leo is fiery passionate dramatic powerful fearless and needs to be the Boss and treated like a Queen. Venus in LEO is the LIONESS defending…

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Suicide Prevention 

❤ there is absolutely no weakness to be read here. I resonate very deeply with this story, and I'm inspired by how many beautiful souls are sharing in the hopes of helping others. Depression may be selfish, but none of these beautiful women are ❤

Sunday was World Suicide Prevention Day and awareness continues for the rest of the week, so to do my part I thought I’d share my experience of dealing with suicidal thoughts. This is exceptionally emotional and difficult for me to discuss, but I do find it’s both a sad and beautiful part of my story.

When I was at college it was a tough time for me, as you all know. In the early part of my second year I had a PTSD relapse and I felt for all the steps forward I had made, I had just taken a million steps back into some sort of depression abyss. At this time I really struggled with self harm which I used to try to feel in control of myself, then the thoughts of suicide started creeping in.

To put it blankly, knowing that I was on the same planet earth…

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Remember in September – Daily Post #10 for National Suicide Prevention Awareness – Please Light a Candle Tonight for Suicide Prevention Day

My Loud Whispers of Hope

A Reminder that World Suicide Prevention Day is Today

Sunday, September 10, 2017

Light a Candle near a Window at 8:00 P.M.

to show your support for suicide prevention,

to remember a lost loved one, 

and for the survivors of suicide.

This is a link for more information…

Light a Candle

This may be very sad to see, but I wanted to show you the tragedy of suicide. Suicide is not just a word. Suicide is real. Suicide is a precious life lost. Suicide is a death. Suicide is the loss of a loved one, a family member, a friend, a co-worker, a neighbor, a child, son, daughter, mother, father, brother, sister, cousin, grandmother, grandfather, a niece, a nephew and many more.

Here are some faces of beautiful people who lost their lives to suicide. Seeing actual faces, real people, pictures of people who lost their lives to suicide makes…

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Remember in September – Daily Post #11 for National Suicide Prevention Awareness Month

❤ September is Suicide Prevention Month

My Loud Whispers of Hope

Will I Still Go to Heaven if I Die by Suicide?

by Dr. Roger Barrier

Will I Still Go to Heaven if I Commit Suicide?

Dear Roger,

Hi, I don’t feel comfortable stating my name, but I am 17 and a Christian. I was raised as one and was always told and preached that without God and believing he died for me then I’m not living right. But I have these constant lows lately…I always pray to God for help and strength but I never get anything back and that just makes me so much more angry at him that he won’t help me. I know he is but at the same time, I feel like I’d be better off just giving up. I guess my main question is, if were to one day give up and let in to my depression and commit suicide…would I go to heaven still?

Signed, Unknown.

Dear Unknown,

I was standing on the third-floor balcony…

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Re-blog from BayArt

On July 18, 2017 Japan lost a national treasure. He was the 105-year-old Dr. Shigeaki Hinohara. Dr. Hinohara made a lion’s contribution to healthcare in Japan, both as a practicing medical doctor and as a physician. He headed five foundations in addition to being the president of St Luke’s International Hospital in Tokyo. He was…… via... Continue Reading →

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