I had this idea pop in my head and I've been so excited to do it. The thought was to blog about progress, hence my amazingly clever title. I'm working through so much personally, and while journaling is the thing, I wanted to put on my old, more professional hat and do something like this. I'm sure my formatting and all will tweak as I do it (every Sunday's the plan), but I thought maybe kind of... writing out, organizing, detailing, etc. some of my processes could help me and perhaps give you ideas. Which then gave me another idea to have this as another potential writing challenge, so if this interests you, follow my format, or make your own, ping me back, so I can learn from you too.
Daily Prompt – 1948
Who would you like to talk to soon? Anybody who can take a look at what I’m doing, see I have talent, and help me take that to the next level. I’ve been watching Marvelous Mrs Maisel and I want my Susie. Somebody who believes in me and can help me go to other levels.... Continue Reading →
Domo Arigato, Mr Robot-o
Good morning. Today is Friday, and I’m here freshly caffeinated but needing more, in velour leopard print pants and a not matching fleece leopard print shawl. I’m sniffling and sniveling because I just finished Mr. Robot and I am fucked up, man. No spoilers, I couldn’t explain that fucking show if I tried, you just... Continue Reading →
Daily Prompt – 1947
We belong to each other. It is easy to ignore others when you don’t see it that way - their problem, I don’t live there, they don’t agree with me, etc. Everything is creating and supporting separation and othering, and look how bad it’s getting. Look how high mental illness, addictions, overdoses, and suicides are. All snuffed candles. Killed by separation, killed by not knowing their light, perfection, beauty, uniqueness, authenticity.
There is Power Coming Out of Hell with Your Angels and Devils as Best Friends: Confidence
Confidence is having it all - bad shit included - being everything you are and trusting that you will take yourself exactly where you want to go. You don’t need to grow, develop, or learn it. You have always been doing this. Now trust it to get you where you want. Keywords: Mental wellness, Mental wellbeing, transmutation, transmute that shit, MahButtItches, confidence
13 Rules to (hopefully) not die:
13 Rules to (hopefully) not die by
Sentient Dung Beetles v. Suicide
In this video I am using, what I have now realized is the true universal language - shit. To break out of intrusive thoughts, suicidal ideation, suicidality, depression, rumination, you name it. What if I reincarnate as a sentient dung beetle? I’m talking my consciousness, fully aware and experiencing eating shit for whatever lifetime of... Continue Reading →
Dare you to fuck a blender
This thought, “broken, yes, that’s how the light gets in” keeps replaying. This idea that when you want to build a muscle, you break it down first. That’s how you get stronger. What doesn’t kill you makes you funnier; however, it doesn’t necessarily have to be your life’s purpose. I have to wonder if the... Continue Reading →
Daily Prompt – 1943
Have you ever broken a bone? Surprisingly, no. However, I fucked up my tailbone once, and it’s a funny story, but also one that haunts me a lot, and the very thing that made this fucking blog: so maybe I can work some shit out and you can learn more weird shit about me…Shall we?... Continue Reading →
Making and Re-making habits
Yesterday, I saw that I wrote 22 days in a row, and I freaked. Today is 23! In order to make (or remake) a habit - you have to do it 21 days. Just 3 weeks, and you've made a new habit. I've spent 7/8 years trying to get to this point. It's amazing that... Continue Reading →